"I would rather have you in my dreams than love you in the real world where you can't love me back. At least there is one moment in my life where I can keep you and where you are mine."

Someone sent me this 4 years ago, and until now, I could never forget it. This liner is quite similar with my situation now.

But I'm not thinking of it. No I'm not. I would never allow myself to think this way about him...

Well, at least I'm trying not to... :(