"...the whatness of a human being predetermines his thatness..."

When I said this was bloggable, I mean it. The moment Terry finished explaining this "complex" philosophy to me, I quickly jotted it down the nearest paper accessible: the back of my Hamlet novel. XP This is the reason why I've always believed in destiny.

My philosophy in life? What will happen, will happen, and you can't do anything about it. Hmmm... I wonder if I'm ever meant to be a straight A student during college? Playing cards!!! Let's tell the future through cards. XP

Before indulging myself with Battleship... (hmm... "indulging" just isn't the right word XP)

... time to blog.

I got a B+ for my Filipino paper! Yes! That's probably the highest score I got from Filipino, and perhaps the highest score I'm ever going to get from Filipino, although I sure hope not. Time to do the Yahoo! yodel, YAHOOOO!!!

I've improved, Coach Asajar said. Well, I hope it's true.*fingers crossed* Tumble turn is killing me, so is diving. But freestyle and breast stroke rocks!!! XP

I really, really hope we don't have CS tomorrow, gives me more time to sleep *cough cough* I mean do my Battleship. XP I hope Mum's gonna allow me to bring my laptop tomorrow. Sigh. It's times like these that I really wish I have my own car, and I can drive.

Back to Battleship... XP

The weekend is almost over, and I think I haven't accomplished anything yet. Well, besides the Celadon manager applications, and I also made an account in LJ. Click here to see it. To my friends who have LJ accounts, please add me, because I made my LJ private. XP

That's all for now. Hopefully, I'll be able to watch Bleach or Heroes tonight. For now, I have to satisfy myself with Barney... in the company of my little cousins. XP

Moments ago, I was teasing Retcher with another girl in our org, and this was what came out of our conversation:

Retcher Ching: i know you like me
Retcher Ching: so stop fishing
Honey: che!
Honey: im not fishing
Honey: im teasing
Retcher Ching: yes you are
Honey: girls dont fish
Honey: they hint
Honey: you said that
Retcher Ching: i know you like me
Retcher Ching: (insert the stupid looking, whistling smiley here)
Honey: kapal mo!
Honey: pramis i cant stop laughing because you just said that
Retcher Ching: okai lang
Retcher Ching: alam ko naman chick boy ako eh
Retcher Ching: (insert winking smiley here)
Honey: hoy may god
Honey: priceless
Honey: grabe priceless
Honey: bloggable to! (can't stop laughing!) XP

I can't believe Retcher would say that... haha.. he is so wrong! XP (must... stop laughing... haha!!)

Honey Digest No. 2

Guy from the microform section in the Rizal Lib: Anong pangalan niyo miss? (holding a pen ready to write my receipt)

Honey: Honey poh.

(Guy looks up at me) Guy: Yun spelling ba, Honey talaga? Yun honey na...

Honey: Opo. Yung honey na matamis. (laughs)

Guy: (muttering to himself) Naku, ano naman tinatawag sa iyo ng mga lalaki?

And then I got addicted to Heroes...

Basically, I went to school today just to attend two classes: English and Lit. I slept at 2 in the morning and woke up at 7 am to study for our really, really long test in Lit. I was late for class this morning, but the Lit LT went pretty much okay. XP So the efforts are worth it.

Then, I hang out at the Celadon room; yes, I've been hanging out there a lot lately. Retch started bugging me with his "principles in life" which was disgusting but interesting at the same time. XP When he finally spared me (he still had class), I watched Heroes with Lihan through Hector's laptop. Now, I'm totally addicted to it! Battleship put aside, Heroes is the priority! (this is your fault Lihan! XP) Oh, and I completely forgot about our block eat out at Shakey's! (Sorry Nmates!)

Later in the evening, I met up with my old high school friends for Presy's birthday party. It was really fun getting together again. Aydol ko na si Paul! How did he get so thin? Huhu... I want to be thin too...

"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Well... that's it.

I've finally solved the mystery of my dream! I spent some time with him today, which made me know him better, and him knowing me better as well. Then I realized, I don't really like him after all. Let's say, I thought I liked him because of that dream that seems to be tying the knots between the two of us. But later today, I realized that the dream was actually hinting me to become more productive in my life. In what way? I can't say it here, dahil mabubuking ako agad. XP Let's just say, the dream was just guiding me to the right path of my life, although in a very peculiar way.

Anyhoo, I'm okay now. We're really good friends, and I got a new prospect, but not the head over heels type of prospect so, I'm still love-less. XP

"I would rather have you in my dreams than love you in the real world where you can't love me back. At least there is one moment in my life where I can keep you and where you are mine."

Someone sent me this 4 years ago, and until now, I could never forget it. This liner is quite similar with my situation now.

But I'm not thinking of it. No I'm not. I would never allow myself to think this way about him...

Well, at least I'm trying not to... :(

So much for dreams...

I saw him a while ago, and talked to him. I can't believe I'm saying this but, I think I actually "liked" him. He was so cute in his picture! XP *SCREAM!* Perhaps Sher was right, maybe my dream was hinting me that he is the right guy for me, although frankly, he's the last person I'd expect to be my boyfriend.

1. He's shorter than me.
2. He's sexier than me. (by sexy, I mean sexy = thin; not sexy = hot)
3. He's definitely UN-likable, well, there are a lot of other cuties cuter than him.
4. Ack! He's shorter than me! Why do I have to be so tall?! *sob*

After reading the fourth statement I realized that I'm actually falling for him. I've always wanted to be tall and I'll never regret it, unless of course someone I REALLY REALLY like is shorter than me.

Ooohh... so does that mean I really like him? Ack! I dunno!!!

Honey Digest No. 1:

English blockmate John: Ano yun sa likod? Aparador? (referring to Honey's vain pics in her camera phone)

Honey: Nooo... that's the CR. I always take my pictures at the CR. (beams proudly)

(looks of disbelief from blockmates Miko, Je and John)

Honey: (innocent face) What?! The lighting's good!

are dreams real?

That's one heck of wacky dream if you ask me.

Nights ago, I had the wackiest dream of my life. It was really late and I was on my way home. Well, turns out that my "home" was actually a dorm along Katipunan, and surprisingly, someone was with me. I'd rather stop talking about it now, cause there were a lot of mushy things after that. To cut the long story short, he was a guy, I know him, and I never expected him to be in that sort of relationship with me.

I have no idea how it came to be that he had such an "intimate" relationship with me in my dream. I mean, hello, I just knew him last Monday and what's more, he really isn't my type of guy. Not that I don't like him, I would want to know him better as friends, but it never occurred to me to like him like I do with Johnny Depp or any other crush.

Well, after I had that nasty dream, the hairs at the back of my neck would stand up everytime I see him at school. Gawd, so much for being friends. Now I'm getting the shivers and the goose pimples everytime I meet him, or when he talks to me.(You see, I've already lost my initiative to talk to him. *boo*) The mere image of him reminds me of that dream, or should I say nightmare? Although it's not much of a nightmare because I wasn't scared, just... kilig or more of, frightened.

Frightened? Yes. I've always imagined myself marrying a well-off guy who I really love, like Ehlo Huang or Wilber Pan. Well yah, they are mere illusions, and I always believed that I WILL find Mr. Right someday. That dream sort of woke me up from my senses, telling me that, "Woah! He's not the Mr. Right I was expecting. But what if he really is?"

Then last weekend, something came up between the two of us that was totally unexpected. That teasing could have been a simple joke for my friends and him, but for me, who actually dreamed of a "special" relationship between the two of us, I thought of a lot more than just fun out of that joke, but actually a teensy bit of seriousness.

Wait a minute, well it IS just a dream. So why should I take it seriously? But hey, I AM taking it seriously. *boo*

Whew! It's been so long since I've last posted. Well, I still haven't fixed the Haloscan, and so I was really hoping that everyone who's visiting my blog would care to scroll further down and tag at my Cbox. Thanks! XP

I have to go back studying. I've decided to work extra hard this sem. I just hope the remaining two months is enough for me to change things.