Lately, my life's been filled with nothing else but Java. I'm really getting tired of it. Glad that I could sleep earlier than usual lately. But still, I feel like I need lots of rest. I want to watch TV but I don't have the time. My left foot is bruised and sore after two futsal games this week, yet I'm feeling good... yah! I'm troubled, sometimes, I don't know what my goal in life really is. At times, I think why am I doing this? Why am I here? Why am I still alive? What am I supposed to do? Times like these are the worst times in my life.

Back to love mode? Probably not so soon. But yes, I still love him...